“For it is God’s will that by doing right you should put to silence the ignorance of foolish men.” 1 Peter 2:15
Holy Monday, and here in Bahrain it’s business as usual. I’m unable to go to Sacred Heart church all by myself, yet thanks to technology, there is no lack of literature and videos that could somehow remind us of the importance of this week. Not to mention the Holy Bible.
I’ve been distracted the past weeks. Had recurring respiratory ailments, was busy with the tender , still concerned with Miguel’s pending leap from a career in films to a life in the kitchen, excited about Megan’s graduation, and worried about the hot weather when we come home for vacation in Pinas.
In similar situations prior, I vent all my perceived helplessness by binging on food. They say sweets are great stress busters. Especially chocolates. But somehow added stress goes with the end result of having to lose the extra pounds later. So eating just for the heck of it, is just a temporary relief.
Now I found another sweet way to battle my way out of the “insanity” of it all. Who says only the young can play candy crush? It’s calorie free, but it’s bad for my eyes. And it makes my back ache. Yet for some precious MY moments when I reach home, I transform from a middle-aged, tired, sickly, corporate lady to a fresh and vibrant girl again. All because of candy.
As I play it over and over, I learned that no matter how I try, if I am meant to stay on one level for a period of time, my jellies won’t get crushed, even if only one has to remain.
It’s not about the candies. It’s how they fall on my favor. Because even with candy crush, someone wiser designed them so. I just have to persevere. But not lose the enthusiasm to play the game.
Do you feel stuck where you are now? That you are heading nowhere despite the effort? Do you instead get negative results after all the hard work and late hours? Do some obstacles block the plans that you so long prepared for?
We don’t have five lives. But we have infinite chances to learn. We just have to try and try. Even if all options seem exhausted. We just need to wait. Try once more. Until we got all the right moves. And everything falls into place.