things are not always what they seem
“When they had rowed about three or four miles, they saw Jesus walking on the sea and drawing near to the boat. They were frightened but he said to them, ‘It is I; do not be afraid.’
Then they were glad to take him into the boat, and immediately the boat was at the land to which they were going.” John 6:19-21
things are not always what they seem.
when a husband prefers fishing on weekends, he hates to be with his family. truth is, he just needs quiet time and a stress-reducing activity after a week of rush assignments and impossible deadlines.
when the house is in turmoil, used dishes are in the sink and the baskets are overflowing with laundry, the wife is just plain lazy. truth is, she is too ill to get out of bed.
when a daughter forgets to text or call back, she doesn’t love her dad and mom anymore. truth is, she is practically in a rush to get the subjects she needs to enrol for summer classes.
when a son spends more time with the computer than with people, he is anti-social. truth is, he is just plain bored or just wanted to reach out to family and friends and stay in touch.
when we get old, it is the end. truth is, it is the time when wisdom comes of age and the fullness of life blossoms.
when your dream house is almost within your reach and still lose it, you are such a LOSER. truth is, you don’t really need it.
when there’s no cash in the bank, then all else is lost. truth is, God provides us with what we need.
when all plans don’t push through, you’re such a failure. truth is, God has better ideas.
when you are all alone, no one really cares. truth is, God is always with us.
truth is, things are not always what they seem.
i don’t know if it was a serious case of pre-menopausal syndrome, but i’d been through a hell of a week. i thought this, i thought that. i feared this, i feared that. i worried about this, i worried about that. what a waste of precious time!
the past week really started great. we were able to watch the Divine Mercy Sunday celebration live on tv. the message was TRUST and PEACE. and bhoy and i felt so blessed to be able to take part in spirit with this special mass commemorating the golden jubilee of the National Shrine for the Divine Mercy* and the life of St. Maria Faustina of Kowalska.
but as the week progressed, and the real world sucked me right back in, i ran round and round again to look for my happy old self from other people, places and things. i looked for me in me. but neither did i find me there. i kept telling bhoy that i feel sad, and i didn’t even know why or where it all came from. by midweek, i gave up and just let everything be.
there was one constant though, that i failed to see because i was extremely obsessed with my self-inflicted ordeal. and that constant is GOD. and i failed to absorb the message of the Divine Mercy. TO TRUST IN JESUS, THE KING OF MERCY.
like the apostles, i was frightened too. but when i see Jesus and let him into my boat, i am sure i will find what i was looking for. and realize that what i was looking for was always there afterall.
to borrow the words of St. Teresa of Avila “Let nothing trouble you. Let nothing frighten you. Everything passes. God never changes. Patience obtains all. Whoever has God, wants for nothing. God alone is enough.”
as another week begins, my simple life goes on as it did before. there’s really nothing to look for afterall. everything that i need, God provides. people to love, things to do and blessings to share. even trials to make me strong. what more can i ask for? GOD ALONE IS ENOUGH.
* for more details about the devotion to the Divine Mercy, please go to http://thedivinemercy.org